BaCKsEaT_WinDOwsUp_atSHS's Xanga

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Wed, 17 May 2006 21:03:04 GMT

im shuttin this down soon. myspace is www.myspace.com/alicia_caston

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 08:19:32 GMT

grounded:: ill get back at ya as soon as i can. leave comments!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 16:17:02 GMT

SARAH!!

i love her to death! she's an amazing person! she HATES drama && lives life to the fullest! we first met b/c we were TROUBLEMAKERS in 5th period. MR HALL...agh..lol but we got sent out in the hall b/c we laughed at each others jokes! at first i thought she was a MAJOR NERD!! && didnt like her but then i talked to her && fell in LOVE!! lol but ever since then we GRUB in class && just goof off!! he has leardned not to sit us by each other && whenever one is in need we are always there!! NO MATTER WHAT!! we do what we think is best for the other! shes amazing && i hope we are like best friends forever!! i love u sarah!

thats all!! holler

comments are like meth. feed my ADDICTION!!

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 11:58:22 GMT

hey hey!! omgoodness life is so CONFUSING!! i thought i had two girls that would be with me for ever [not literally but for a while] && we are basically enemies now...its like i try to be nice && hang out with others && rumors start && people believe them over me....&& i no im not completely innocent...but i do no i didnt start it!! && i have SO much school work!! PROJECTS IN ALL CLASSES BUT ONE!!! AHHH!!! but anyways....my grandparents are comin tonight...thats gonna be worse...MY MOM told me to lose 20 pounds...&& its like thanks....i KNOW i lose weight but i didnt think that much!! && people are givin me a hard time about losing weight..i havent lost much yet...but anyways...grandparents eat 24/7 so thats gonna suck...&& they act like if i dont eat sumthins wrong && shove food down ur throat..ugh!! lol well i g2g!! leave comments!!

<//3

ALiciA cAStOn

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:49:43 GMT

well life is CONFUSING!! im prolly gonna shut down my xanga unless i start gettin more comments....leave me stuff on my myspace....

www.myspace.com/ALiciA_cAStOn

&& i guess ill holler at u all later!

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 11:46:13 GMT

grounded...prolly will be longer for grades..but i will comment u all as soon as i can but i gotta go!! HOLLER!

</3ALiciA cAStOn

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 00:17:19 GMT

oh this is pretty gangster...

A diary under the mattress
drugs beneath the bed
A body on the bedroom floor
One gunshot to the head
She finally told the world how she felt.

Let's get fucked up & die. I'm speaking figuratively of course. Like the last time I commited suicide... social suicide

it's about being in the backseat
in the glow of a convinience store
laughing like hell
and kissing like you mean it

aaron [kayla's boyfriend] && cory [ugh...i love this kid]

spencer...man do i love that kid!!

sean && dakota...man i love those two too!!

jake...ana's man of 10 months && going...

well i gotta get off...i might put more up later!! love u all && leave lots of comments!! more quotes tomorrow too!!

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 11:41:50 GMT

hey...not much goin on...just when i thought my drama was over...its started again...lol but whatever...

QUOTES: finally

i'm nowhere near perfect. i eat when i'm bored,
i fall for boys to easily, i'm vulnerable to believing lies.
i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile && made up
stories to get someone to like me. i live by quotes that explain exactly
what i'm going through, & i make up excuses for everything. i have my best
friends && my enemies; drama and memories. i'm just your average typical teenager.

& he walked me to the door. i started to go
inside when he grabbed my hand. he said, "while
i still have the chance, i want to make one of your
dreams come true." then he dragged me down the
steps. he looked into my eyes.. his hand on my chin..
our lips grazed, and we stood there & kissed in the
P 0 U R i N G R A i N . <33

my school ; terrible.
almost all of the guys ; nasty.
the girls ; even worse.
my home ; don't get me started.
the outside world ; clueless.
my thoughts about all of this ; lost..
because i thought, through all of this,
i would always have you. </3

so in the end maybe i am a bitch
maybe im the one that got mad too easy
maybe im the one that ruined what we had
but you had a part in it too
so now, all i can say is im sorry
& have hopes that one day you'll forgive me

he called her and said meet me at the spot
we`ve gotta talk. so she went to see him.
when she got there he told her it was over.
she just stood there, mascara running,
but why couldn`t her legs do the same?

comments are like CRACK

.. FEED the addiction <3

^^leave me [lots] of comments^^

</3ALiciA cAStOn

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 21:59:39 GMT

basically...i got a lot of "HATERS" n yall can keep talkin...it dont bother me no more..i no what i did && i had/have reasons for it so just deal with it && if u dont like it just get over it!! but i put a new pic up..it's really cute...lol but i guess that i will ttul!

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I LOVE U KAYLA!!!

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 11:31:28 GMT

iight//listen if ur gonna be a lil bitch n comment me && shit talk me && think ur botherin me pretty sure ur not!! i dont care b/c i mean ur shit talkin me over tha internet && wont tell me who u r b/c ur obviously scared && tha stuff u say bout me is not true!! so i mean u obviously dont no me too well!! but i mean keep doin it if u want b/c idc!!!

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oh n for all u that think me n tyler are goin out we're not///im goin out with dalton && if u think im gonna screw him over im not!! i've only screwed one person over && i am really sorry && u no who u r && i apologized, but ur lookin just fine without me!! lol ill see u all around!!

leave comments!!

ALL0W ME TO EXPLAiN A BR0KEN HEART ::
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.
* A BR0KEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.
*A BR0KEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.
*A BR0KEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.
*A BR0KEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.
*A BR0KEN HEART is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.
*A BR0KEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.
*A BR0KEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.
*A BR0KEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.
*A BR0KEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."
*A BR0KEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.
*A BR0KEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.
*A BR0KEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on.

sometimes you gotta stop *& remember
that you're not gonna be young forever.
think smart, have fun, stay true, & don't ever grow up !

***GIRLS ARE FOREVER..BOYS ARE WHATEVER..WHEN IT COMES TO THE WORST..MY GIRLS COME FIRST*** (for real dont mess wit my girls if u no wuts best for ya!)

more quotes but there aint no more time! sorry!